| Location | Glasgow |
| Age | 9 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 08/11/1998 |
| Date of Death | 02/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,239 since 15/09/2008 |
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I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A MASSIVE BIG THANK YOU FOR ALL MY MY FRIENDS AND EVERY ONE THAT SENT
GIFTS LIGHT CANDLES AND TRIBUTES FOR CONNORS BIRTHDAY SO THANK YOU ON BEHALF
OF CONNORS MUM AND SISTER LAUREN AND MYSELF LOVE FRANCES XXXX
Son
I remember the first day back then
When your life had just begun
And the midwife smiled at me
And said here you have a son
Your little heart was beating
Your skin was soft and pink
And i was proud as punch that day
And im sure that god gave me a wink
Years passed by you grew fast
And you was the bestest son of all
And i was blessed to have you
A son that stood so tall
And now i sit here weeping
As ive lost the son i had
And no amount of comfort
Can replace the love, and im sad
I want you back besides me
To tell you that its all ok
I cant understand why your gone
Or why god took you away
I want to relive them moments
Of the day that you were born
Just to change the way life was
Instead of you being torn
I will find you one day son
And i shall get my answers why?
But till then i have my memorys
Until the day i die
Perhaps love is like a resting place, A shelter from the storm,
It exists to give you comfort, It is there to keep you warm.
And in those times of trouble when you are most alone, The memory of love will always bring you home...
Perhaps love is like a window, Perhaps an open door,
It invites you to come closer, It wants to show you more.
And even if you lose yourself and don't know what to do, The memory of love will see you through...
Love to some is like a cloud, To some as strong as steel,
For some a way of living, For some a way to feel.
And some say love is holding on, And some say letting go,
And some say love is everything, And some say they don't know...
Perhaps love is like the ocean, Full of conflict, full of pain,
Like a fire when it's cold outside, thunder when it rains,
If I should live forever, and all my dreams come true,
My memories of love will always be of you...
missing you
happy christmas baby hope you and dad have a lovely day with all you new friends bet you know everone in heaven my heart is broken waking up this morning without you and dad but i will try and give lauren the best day as she needs it come and give your big sister a kiss n cuddle for her christmas lov u to the sky and back your heart broken mum lov u millions heres a big cuddle for you and dad
Everybody's rushing around
Full of festive cheer,
But we’re finding all we want to do
At Christmas, is come here...
To talk to you a little while-
And bring a flower or two,
We can't buy you a present,
So what else can we do?
Remember that we love you
We’re' still hurting with the pain,
We don’t think it will ever stop
Till we’re with you once again...
The window of Heaven is open,
The angels can fly to and fro,
And those that I love can all gather,
And look down at Christmas below.
For Christmas is special in Heaven,
The love is so easy to see,
And down from the window at Christmas,
God sends a present to me.
'I will forever be with you,
Your side, I shall always be near,
And though you may not always see me,
In your heart I will always be there.
I will warm up your soul during Christmas,
My love is a fire burning bright,
Then my blanket of love will surround you,
And keep you all through the night.
On the brink of your Christmas morning,
I'll be the star at the top of the tree,
Shining my light on your teardrops,
You'll see a reflection of me.
Then as the gifts are all opened,
With the children encircling the hearth,
Look deep in their little faces,
Their kisses will be from my heart...
Dear Santa can you see me
With tears upon my face
A heart so badly broken
Missing his embrace
As I write this letter
To express my only wish
Dear Santa please remember
There's only one gift on my list
His smile and his laughter
His hugs and kisses too
Dear Santa I am pleading
To make my wish come true
I haven't been quite perfect
I've tried the best I can
But seeing you are Santa...
You might just change the plan
Each day I wake to sorrow
Pain that I can't flee
Dear Santa I am asking
Could you bring him back to me?
It's been so many months now...
Sometimes as if he was a dream
Dear Santa please consider...
changing this life theme
Dear Santa could you find it...
within your kind warm heart
To bring Connor home for Christmas...
so we are not apart?
Chrismas bells are ringing
At every corner store
Pretty lights are gleaming
Like all the years before
But the light that used to shine in me
And bring me joy and cheer
Has gone away for good in seems
Now that you aren't here...
All the words of the Christmas songs
I used to love to sing
They used to make me happy
Now sorrow is all they bring
Everything reminds me
That you have gone away
It hurts too much remembering
Those happy Chrismas days...
Maybe someday I'll smile again
Maybe I'll even sing
Maybe I'll even feel like joining in
When I hear the carolers sing.
Maybe I'll look at the picutres
Of Christmases past with you
And Thank God for the memories
And the time I spent with you...
Maybe that will happen someday
But it won't happen this year
I will go through the motions
But I'll feel no holiday cheer
I'll smile on the outside
Like everyone wants me to
But inside I'll be crying
My heart will be yearning for you...
I hope your Christmas in Heaven
Is full of peace and love
And if I listen very close
Can you give me a sign from above?
Just a little something
To let me know you're okay
And that even though you're gone
You're not so far away...
c Nancy Thomason
To my wee pal, Connor
Everyone's memories are individual, each a piece of history that are gone forever, until we pull them from inside our mind. That is why it is important to share them.
My wee pal Connor, as I sit here writing to you, I have tears in my eye. I know I shouldn't be sad, because your with your dad and the angels, but when I think of you that wee lump comes: not as much because you're gone, but of how much you're missed! You had so much life in you, so outgoing and a definite character. Do you remember the day of Debbie's wedding? You came with me in someone's car, and you and me were throwing a scramble: clearly, I still remember you saying, 'Kevin you've just hit him on the head.' Can't remember who the wee boy was hehe!
And no doubt, as you look down, you know how stressed a person I love to be - well I'm sure you laugh whenever you think of the look on my face when I saw you sat there twisting a knife into your hand! SHOCK HORROR! Hehe! It was only the Sgian Dubh from your outfit! Always make me smile...
So my wee pal, while you're gone from us, for now at least, keep smiling, and keep close to your mammy who needs to know you're there, and Lauren who'll always miss you.
Sleep well baby, Your Big Pal, Kevin xxx
Mom, tomorrow I will be there
Though you may not see
I'll smile and remember
The last Christmas, with you and me
Don't be sad mom
I'm never far away
Your heart has hidden sight
My memory will always stay
I watched as you touched the ornaments
Sometimes a tear was shed as you did
I touched you gently on your shoulder
And on tiptoes I proudly stood
I'm only gone for a little while mom
I'm waiting for the day to be
When God calls out your name mom
We'll be together, just you wait and see
But until that time comes
Carry on as you did when I was there
I tell the angels how much I love you
There are angels here everywhere!
I stand behind you some days
When I know that you are sad
I want you to be happy mom
It would make my heart so glad
So on this Christmas Eve, Mom
Think of me as I will be thinking of you
And touch that special ornament
That I once made for you
I love you mom and lauren also
I know you know I do
And I'll be waiting here for you
When your earthly life is through
Gentle snowflakes touch my face
As a tear trails down my cheek
Among crowds and glistening tinsel
Your face, I once more seek.
Another month has come to pass
With not once glimpse of you
Except in dreams, you visit me
In shades of hazy blue.
Christmas time will soon be here
I long to see your face
Just once again, to see your smile
And hold you in my embrace.
Christmas time is boxed up
In tones of purple hue
It's wrapped in misty memories
And laced with thoughts of you.
Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
c 1987
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